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~~Friday, October 01, 2004~~ Trust is something I can't findFeels like the blind leading the blind When darkness falls onto your light Let me be your dynamite Crash Crash into me Hit me hard and brutally I love the pain the hurt the sorrow I crave it till there's not tommorow Inestimable
(a reflection of my time 6:12:00 PM) ~~Tuesday, September 28, 2004~~ If anger could be consumedI swear I'd have had my share If I could play a game with death I'd laugh and take the dare I've been running around with scissors in hand I've been careless with a teenage brand I've backed down from taking my last stand And I come here today to rid myself of the promised land Inestimable
(a reflection of my time 4:38:00 PM) ~~Monday, September 27, 2004~~ You made me see the best in lifeYou pushed me out and made me fall straight into reality I backed into your arms with wide eyes and murmured hushes You simply wrapped your arms around me and whispered it was going to be okay I was I am scared of living But with you here I think I'll be okay Inestimable
(a reflection of my time 5:47:00 PM) ~~Sunday, September 26, 2004~~ i could live in a warm placea place with no memory where a blink and a year run smoothly i could live in a place like that where nightmares wash away in the early morning and dreams float higher higher than rooftops and watchtowers Inestimable
(a reflection of my time 11:22:00 PM) ~~Thursday, September 23, 2004~~ i've found a life that fits my skinand deep inside are my bretherin a tale for yours a song for mine a bond that deepens through old time and as we age and our smiles wane we shall sit back and laugh as we learn we are to blame a mistake a shame a simple lie coming from the most unlikely alibi in later years a laugh will provail from this funny, unlikely, crazy tale Inestimable
(a reflection of my time 9:38:00 PM) ~~Wednesday, September 15, 2004~~ The moment I saw you hurtI thought back to all those memories Rolling onto me like waves in the great sea Hitting hard and without mercy I lost myself That day Watch me go under As children laugh Women splash Men hit the turf with powerful muscles Watch me look up as I hit the bottom See my eyes You then will know what regret really looks like Let me be lost And let those memories hit me strong and without mercy Inestimable
(a reflection of my time 7:27:00 PM) ~~Sunday, September 12, 2004~~ You were my lightMy strength And my constant memory Of a time when I was happy tucked away, but never really forgotten I remember so vividly a time You hugged me Powerful and angelic Looked me in the eyes rare for a child so young And said you'd miss me Said you'd cared Said I was something to you Something That word from your lips Is a picture permanently etched in my head You held my hand Simple, clean and cool And then walked away As I watched you walk across the playground That hot summer day I stood in that pale yellow dress Watching your dark form depart As the years passed on I didn't forget that form Or that I was something As the years passed on I found that you too had passed on As a child I was mesmorized As a woman I remembered That I was something You will always be here to me You will always be my something Inestimable
(a reflection of my time 3:12:00 PM) I'm alright I guess I'm doing just fine in this world Black and blue Are just colors to me Cold and hot Are just your feelings for me Dark and light Are what I see when I step onto the street You can leave me here I'll be alright You can walk away in time to the music Hair flying Eyes flashing I'll be alright I'll be content Just to sit in my room, looking out at the world Hot and cold Like your feelings for me Inestimable
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