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~~Tuesday, February 24, 2004~~ Inspiration drops on the rooftopsSIlent little tear stones Plinking so quietly on the cobble stone Inside our little girl curls nestled Deep inside a humble afghan Her eyes so widely peer through the frosted glass They watch the diamonds float down And begin to spin in those glistening snow globes She is fragile and beautiful They are pure and light Her window to the world Is light and dark But today it's merely our little girl reflecting on herself Inestimable
(a reflection of my time 3:23:00 PM) This is just a dying eulogy A lasting prayer that never leaves And if you could see me in the shadow You too would want to believe Too long have I been kept Too long have I fell And when I turn my eyes toward heaven All I see is hell All I ask is for a prayer A simple remembrance of our time Don't ask me for the future It only leaves me crying Waste time on life Precious few words slip through your mouth My dying wish Will be for us to have a happy house So remember me Through silent pleas I ask to be remembered I ask to be remembered Inestimable
(a reflection of my time 3:18:00 PM) ~~Wednesday, February 18, 2004~~ ForgottenThey're skin was long past rotting Like ancient leaves hidden under wet piles of dirt It flaked and slipped off their worm filled bones They smelled of death Of hurt and pain and nausia Long had their reign over earth begun Long had their souls been poured over ivory bones Their eyes were bloodshot and thirsty Lifeless and barren She was one of them A monster on the verge of sadistical And through the streets she roamed with them In search of fresh blood Ravaging, pillaging, forcing So the descructed became the desctructers And then she chanced upon it A young babe hidden in the rubble She slid into the room moaning Hair falling out of a dirty skull And heard a faint cry She turned slightly Her toothless smile turning upward into a pirate's grin She slid over to the wreckage expecting a injured prey But came upon this you infant Left behind So innocent it looked up at her with wide adoring eyes and burbled softly, arms outstretched She stumbled back in disbelief Emotion that had been long forgotten came flooding back She softling reached over Hands decayed and brittle And picked up the soft bundle Gazing at the object of innocence She gave a muffled cry and drew the child softly to her chest It's heat poured into her long forgotten heart Her children had been like this once too And then she remembered what it was like to love once again Inestimable
(a reflection of my time 8:02:00 PM) well....after a major revamping of my room, i must say I am thoroughly satisfied with the results. Classic black and white photos on red walls, red and white and gray sheets....it'll be lovely when it's done. Unfortunately, I have lost my journal...and am currently searching for it in utter chaotic unrest. If you have it, give it back you heartless creep, if you wanna help me look- come on over Inestimable
(a reflection of my time 7:48:00 PM) ~~Thursday, February 05, 2004~~ Uninspired Neanderthals::shakes head and walks away:: Inestimable
(a reflection of my time 4:12:00 PM) ~~Monday, February 02, 2004~~ I guess I've forgottenHow life is supposed to feel I guess I'm just a little confused About how my soul is supposed to be How could the world just drop me down How could I be forgotten like an innocent pawn I guess I've just forgetten How you felt next to me I guess I've forgotten How happiness really felt Inestimable
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